things are strange. life, the universe and everything. so much is like it always was, and alot of things change. reality, as an example, is no longer what it was. these days its only on tv. for the time being, they are hard at work with new concepts. what distresses me about the new kind of reality, is that one has to apply to be a part of it. among thousands of ppl, just a few are chosen. what about the unchosen? and even worse, what about all of us that don't even consider applying? are we damned to a life outside of reality? or are we just damned to a life outside of television? that's bad enough - but with some help - i can learn to live with that. in the days of old one could drop out, without filling out any forms. now one has to be careful not to be dropped.
then there is the actual appliers. what kind of ppl are they? what have had to do, to be a worthy member of reality? propably i'm way outdated and dropped far behind, but to me these reality-ppl on reality-tv seems seems quite unreal. they are too much, kind of. alot of the stuff they have to go thriugh is not a part of my daily grind, i can tell u that. a normal week is exciting enough, i'm glad i don't have to be nervous about the audience voting me out as well.
ah, but it's only circus for citizens that buy their own bread - or at least potatochips. but what when real life is a tv show, and u can't change the channels?